Tuesday, March 31, 2009

View From The Bottom

Well, I don't really know what to say for myself. Here I am 67 days removed from the Tri and I can't button my pants, walk from my car to inside Walmart with out giving out breath, stop stuffing my face long enough to THINK about a gym. The most water I have seen was coming out of my shower head. I am starting to believe I am a lost cause. I need to get FOCUSED, more than focused... TUNNEL VISIONED. 

It is way more easier said than done. Look at my previous blogs I have been "getting focused" since the start of my 'Better ME for a Better Future'. I am planning the rest of my life with this. I feel that this is my fork in the road. One arrow pointing to early death through heart attack, diabetes, strangulation by FAT the other to Active lifestyle, Longer Life, Sexiville. What a decision to make?!

Tomorrow is April 1st, April Fools Day. I refuse to be an April Fool any more! I will get with Coco this week and get a serious kick booty no deterrence work out and food plan. I have to do a 1 Million Mile Swim, 12 Billion mile bike (I am still on strike!), and a 5 trillion mile run. 

1 mile or a million it all feels the same to me! I feel so much fatter than I did 4 months ago, in fact I think I am... How sad...

I refused to die from STRANGULATION BY FAT!

Fattys of the World UNITE,
Drea
03/31/09
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  1. CourtneyMarch 31, 2009 at 4:47 PM

    April 1 is a perfect time to recommit, girl! I love a fresh month. :) While I've been somewhat focused since rejoining Weight Watchers, I haven't been working the program 100% (Coco likes her snacks and liquor). I've been averaging about a 1 lb per week and that is just unacceptable. Tomorrow starts my month-long challenge of eating clean and staying within my WW guidelines. It will take some work (since The Gang loves socializing around food and beverage...lol), but I can do it...WE can do it.

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