Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Fraudulent Triathlete
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
View From The Bottom
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Fatty Watty 2 by 4
I am so saddened by my lack of discipline and better yet the lack of commitment to myself, my life, my future. I am on a terror-filled emotional roller coaster and these loopty-loops got me feeling nervous and I reach for soda, soda and more soda. I can't shake it and my addictions are taking over to ease with my current circumstances.
Fatty Watty 2 by 4
Can't fit through the living room door
So she did it on the floor
Fatty Watty 2 by 4
That is where I am on my way too! I am incapable of having self control, self awareness and it appears that I am incapable of exhibiting self-love! I am killing myself and I am taking years off my life with all this extra flubber I am carrying. My knees hurt so bad I hate to stand up sometimes and I am still in my twenties. I don't think that I can bear the thirties, forties or fifties even if I make it that far without keeling over from a heart attack!
I work best under consistency. I know what to expect and you know what to expect, when that does not happen I get emotional and I eat! Surprisingly, I don't think that it is stress. I don't feel any pressure from my school time and work time. I look in the mirror everyday and I see my tire around the middle growing from size 18 to size 22 and those are some big tires! I believe my problem stems from heart break, neglect, and insecurity.
Fatfully Yours,
Drea
03/05/2009
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Falling Off and Jumping Back On
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
A New Me!
I have been a "heavy" girl my entire life. I have been smaller and I have been much bigger. I have been blessed to meet some wonderful women in 2008 that have motivated me to make a change in a better direction. It all started with cycling on Sundays out at
I enjoy the change I have made in my life, I like saying “I’m on my way to the gym”. I love spin class even though it kicks my ASS! I am excited to see where I will be in 2 more months. From the first day I joined to gym I weighed in at 294 lbs, 36 lbs shy of my heaviest moment. Mid December I weighed in at 287 lbs. “The Divas” have started a weight loss challenge where
I am starting this blog in hopes to keep me accountable to whoever may be bored enough to read this as well as myself. My original goal of 20 pounds by the new year didn’t happen. I worked out great but my nutrition was lacking. I am on to something better. I want to loose an additional 15 pounds by
Goals for 2009 are as follows:
June ??, 2009 Danskin Women’s TRIATHLON Austin TX
October 23- 25, 2009 LiveStrong Challenge Austin TX
Time is flying by so fast. I have a long way to go to be prepared for all these things. I am not a quitter and once its in print there is no turning back! My hope is to give detailed insight on my training and a personal achievement blog as I tick each accomplishment off.
Just pray for me. It is so easy to give up, to feel like I’m not accomplishing anything, to get discouraged. So pray that I have strength, drive, faith, patience and my support system has the same.